Afternoon world! Thought I'd write another post, feeling pretty down today-well now I am. Started off fine and was actually feeling in the mood to tidy/clear out and organise my room, then mum happened. She tends to play the victim, you don't need to say anything to her for her to tell you your horrible, ungrateful and all the rest. So now here I am sitting in my room after she told me she wanted me to leave her alone. Right now it would be nice to have someone to go see, go round a friends or something but oh wait; I don't really have any I can talk too. Guess its going to be one of them lonely days, the one friend I really have I text yesterday but still no reply-like I said think she's bored of me.
Anyway, scales still aren't working so I have no clue what I weigh. Hopefully when I weigh myself though it won't be too high, by the time they get fixed I should be back to where I started last time. Today is a fasting day, just to kick things off. Although I have had a cup of coffee this morning, heard it helps speed the metabolism so will give it try and have 1 cup every morning. Side note; I also take multi-vitamins and that. Also really wish I could into drinking green tea but I HATE the stuff, can't even have it with sugar-it also looks disgusting.
Oh, the mother just came back in. Now she said she's sorry but still manages to make herself the victim. So sick of this. I can't fight back, oh know if I stick up for myself then I'm am being a selfish bitch. Just sit back and take it.
Going to surf the blogging world now and find some blogs to follow, wish I could remember the ones I used to like and read. Later gators!! <3
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